I watched in awe a few weeks ago as wild geese flew daily over my dog Finn and I on our morning walk, loudly honking their presence and sending Finn into a barking frenzy of frustration, running in fastdogfastdog mode across the field, believing he could somehow reach them.
We both have a tendency to think seemingly impossible things just might be possible if we pretend they are and dive on in.
Why not? 🙂
For several days the geese flew over, their long journey ahead of them and I found myself thinking about the wonder of it all.
And I don’t mean that in an airyfairy, life is all rainbows and unicorns way.
I mean it in a ‘this world gets to me sometimes and my mental stability relies on grounding myself solidly in what’s true and real‘ way.
The trees.
The grass.
The birds, bugs, sky, air, flowers, weeds, etc…
Let’s just sum it up and say the outdoors- ALL OF IT. It guides and reassures me.
And in the midst of all my thinking, about the geese, life on this earth and my endless questions about my purpose and place in it, the most beautiful Mary Oliver poem was revealed to me.
Though familiar with other beautiful works of Mary Oliver, I’d never read this poem before.
Obviously, I wasn’t meant to.
Until now.
When it would mean to me what it can only mean to me now that I’ve journeyed to this exact place and space in my life, revealing ideas pertinent to me now.
The endlessly needed reminder to each of us that we don’t need to do anything in particular to find our way to being who we were meant to be. We ARE our way and we’re already there.
“You only have to LET the soft animal of your body love what it loves.”
I. Love. Those. Words.
You love what you love for reasons you may not be privy to, but must you understand it to allow yourself to accept and move in it rather than denying it?
The geese don’t doubt the inner compass that guides their successful migration. Why do we doubt ours?
To allow the soft animal of your body to love what it loves is to trust in something greater than your own human understanding while moving humbly in the direction of its guidance.
It guides us through the storms of life’s sorrow, pain, and heartbreak and ushers us into the imminent emerging sunshine of life’s joy, wonder, and awe.
And we go on.
Sometimes lonely but never alone.
Finding our way back home.